pensées et sentiments

Haha...this is the attitude of me when I work recently. It's like they always arrow me. Maybe because I'm easily bullied with that kinda blur face. But I think my blur attitude sometimes pisses some people off. Even though being called "stupid" or "useless" is the common words that she uses, but I think it's ok. She will get what she sows in the future. There's no point arguing what is right and wrong, just do what is right in my eyes. As long as it doesn't go againt my values and conscience, I think it's ok. Even if I do already still "die" in her hands, I am happy, coz I've done the right thing in my perspective. Recently, I'm confused coz what people say don't tally with their actions, therefore it's still better to believe in myself or rather those that I am close to in the office. Thanks gals for all the support and covering of my buttocks when I kena arrowed. Actually I wanna thank "tew bao" for all his help too!! Without their help, I think I am still very blur in my job. I am already trying my best to do what I can, just need more time to pick up what is needed to fill into the shoes of the position. Think if in the future if I happen to be offered a better position, I don't know how to root myself away from those that I am so glued to in the office and leave the office for that job. No matter what I am so happy to have known these wonderful people, who's jokes I am never tired of. Money or environment? These 2 never go together in a job. It's either good money, lousy environment or good environment, lousy pay. Right now, I am telling myself that it's ok to be arrowed at coz I learnt things every single day. Learning things the hard way I guess. I make mistakes but these mistakes are ones that make me learnt things to it's fullest potential. I will not argue or fight back as these are not my concern right now. It's the potential of the next job that I am applying for, just building up my portfolio for the future I guess. I think if I happen to tender, it's those few people that I am close with that I will deeply miss. =)