pensées et sentiments

This is the question that I've been asking myself since the first day I ever stepped into Shimano. It's not that I don't like the job here or the environment, but sometimes it's the people that makes the job sucky. At times, I've been labelled "stupid" or "of no use". It's hurting you know, but life still goes on here. I've got my own mouth to feed and also parents who are aging to feed too. Probably, it's not the best but at least I've got a job. But is this really what I want in life? Near the 30 yrs of life without any achievements in my career path? What I do really want to do is to own a small cafe or boutique, meeting people from all the walks of life, talking to them, listening to them and making them feel happy with the food that I cook. A place where people can be themselves and enjoy life. I want a job where I am able to do customer service, probably front line, meeting people, talking to them...etc. For me in a job, interacting with people is very important. My friends have been asking me how come I am still able to stick to a job with minimal pay and nasty person, although the majority of them are nice and friendly and we work as a team.... but that only one, spoils the whole beautiful picture. I think humans tend to think negatively irregardless to the positive things that happen in their lives...