pensées et sentiments

For the past few days, I've been having terrible backache. It seems like it's so difficult to get out of bed as the pain is excruciating... I've felt a numb on my left leg and the left side of the hips area. I've never experienced such pain before, don't know when I sprained my back again. Feeling vexed as I can't concentrate on my work well. I am also afraid that one day when I wake up, I would be paralyzed on the left side of the body. Don't know when that will happen... haha..maybe one day I will just happen to call SPL and say that I resign on the spot coz I am sick and can't walk anymore.

Missed the bus today and had to take public transport to work. So many things to do and yet I can't seem to concentrate because of the pain...

Feel like just taking the half day off but it just fits no purpose... my cough isn't going away too... why is my health getting worse?