pensées et sentiments

August is a new start I guess.

Haaa...Y do I say so??

1) Company HR finally went with the change for us to wear our own clothes on friday. It's called the "My Friday Style". Duh...so paiseh to wear home clothes to office coz don't know what people would say. I chose to wear my most conservative and not overly dressed wear to work. But the fact is, I'm still overly dressed. I wore a long skirt with a baby doll blouse...duh...people here...maybe don't know how to dress. I even saw someone wearing a nice blouse with company ugly pants. *faintz* I love to go out dressing nicely but to office...I rather wear the office uniform. Why? Coz it's factory environment, you can't wear so corporately anyway and most of my clothes are either corporate wear, casual wear or too short or loud. If I were to wear it to the office, I think people will die of a heart attack, given their conservativeness in mindset. Probably the people here are too cooped up with the fact that they don't even dress up unless it's a function. I've too got people saying that they would not want such a change as it's too tedious. Why change after so many years? - someone would comment..but change is inevitable in an environment. The world is changing, we are changing, as long as it improves the environment, culture and working attitudes and habits, why not the change? If we don't go with the change, then the change will devour us.

2) I am a turning a year older this month. As birthday is getting nearer and nearer, I've been thinking, have I grown wiser as the years drained on my youth. These years have just been passing clouds as so many unhappy things have happened. All that I would not wish to happen, happened. I have grown as a person, in my attitude towards things, matured as a person as well as gained many valuable life experiences that would carry me through the next coming years. To think of it, I need a breakthrough in my career and I need to just settle down in a place and work and grow from there. Earn more $$ and then enjoy my work life. Learn how to age gracefully into the 30's. Time really flies, yesterday you were a toddler, the next minute you were a child and the next hour you are already a youth, and the next day you are a matured late 20's woman. Till this date, I've not accomplished anything in life. Therefore, in the next few years, my dream is to establish a career and become someone stronger and develope it. I guess this is a maturing stage of the mind. It's time to age gracefully and settle down in everything. Save up and go for trips, enhance myself in education and lifestyle.

3) Get out of depression and live a happier life.