pensées et sentiments

I'm so tired lately..don't know y. Tired of everything, just wanna rest and do nothing. How nice to stay at home and not do anything, something like a couch potato. Everything seems so emotional lately, not knowing why. My life is just tiring sometimes with the amount of work I'm getting. Mom's complaining why I've been putting on weight lately, she somehow doesn't realise that I am stressed up. Think my way of releasing stress is shopping and eating. I need to somehow get out of this emotional tension... getting out of that circle that I've been running in and out. I hope that the bangkok trip next month will do great! I want a fabulous birthday and an enjoyable one that I can just be myself. Let down my hair and be crazy...