pensées et sentiments

I am seriously in a bad mood. I already done my best at work and yet people still wanna complain that I didn't do any good job. I am really pressurized up and down, left and right, machiam I can do so many things at one time. One at a time loh, I am not a superwoman ler. I cannot do so many things at one go. I am only one person and I can only do so much. So let me do things at my own pace and I will do it well, don't come and pressurize me lah. Hai!! Is this job really for me a not? I really wonder ler. I don't know if I am doing a good job here. No one believes that I am already doing my best here. Maybe it's because their expectation too high already and I am never going to meet up to it. To the hell with everything here sia... go away and stop making me so depressed and angry at work everyday. I want clearer instructions and clearer things being passed down. Next time I will ask and ask until instructions are clearer then I won't do double job lah. Next time I better ask properly, record that speech down, lest anyone go back on their word and say that they didn't say anything. It's the same with boss, etc. etc. Say one thing, do another. Win liao loh!!! Who is the winner, you loh!!! :) No one can compare ar... Sian Sian sian...super sian...I just hope to walk away from everything and just leave it there!!!! Angry arh!!! ANGRY with everything and everyone... Mood sucks mood sucks... really everything sucks!!!! I don't feel motivated or encouraged at all when I feel that I've done a good job... just not appreciative.... @$&@#*$&@#